Wednesday, October 29, 2008

There's a hero

Its a great motivation song. Heard this song from a friend, she played it in the car and then my niece Celine played it for me too :) thank you for your comfort. This song became more significance to me when I hear it this time.

By Mariah Carey
There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,
With the strenght to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.


Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.


That a hero lies in.....you______Ooohh that a hero lies

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Myvi is ready for collection and Deepavali coming :)

Yahoo..! :D I got news today that car loan is approved and my car has arrived. Its ready for collection yeah...! Ofcourse I am going to miss the Volvo, its such a cool car, but its not mine.

My silver lady gone, now I am getting Lady Pearl myvi.. new model. Work is so hectic this few days, but I been able to work at night and have good focus so no more pressure.

I am looking forward to my Melaka friend Birthday weekend hang out and Deepavali now, my childhood friend Vimala kept reminding me that it is my duty every Deepavali I show up at her house and I am suppose to block the whole day of my time to be in her house only. So I told her better prepare a room for me to sleep and we chit chat cos I am coming alone this year, and make sure cut off all the fat when cooking the mutton cube curry, cook some sambal and fried a lot of appalam. She reacted "Wahh you think hotel ar!" lol but ofcourse after all the noise in the end she said ahh ok ok sure... then she said "make sure dont bring cake this time" haha lucky still got one childhood friend. Mmm what to get ahh this year, Donuts & Wine? Somehow childhood friend can accept whatever bad things you say and they never get angry and they just know that you dont mean it. Even our communication sucks at time didnt give the proper message, we understand and just dont bother about details or trying to proof each other wrong.

Although long time we didnt see each other we always still have a close bond. Ahhh... i remember those days where we use to take pictures infront of a 'jamban' or behind other people house garden, cos we are shy then and dont want people to see us when we taking pictures so we have to hide ourself until like that.


Sunday, October 19, 2008

Saturday Outing - Hari Raya Open House

I parked at Jaya 33 and then waited at the entrance. My old friend which I have not met for a long time show up with her new Atos car. She lost a lot of weight and she look better now. She also said I look good too, thank you. Anyway after that... Hari Raya open house at Dr. Malek house was fantastic, food is good prepared by his wife (first time I tried daging dinding, that was a hit but the dish is black color) and Dr. proudly giving us a tour in his house and showing the design of his house which is something that I like too, very classic and elegant. The house structure seems so familiar, I remembered later that it was the same as Lea's friend house from AsiaWork where Wan took me there before. We took some pictures here for rememberance, actually I wanted it to put in this blog but havent been able to get the pictures out from Emme's mobile yet. (Correction, got it on 21 Oct :) , maybe my friend saw what I wrote he he... )

We then hang out at Sunway Pyramid. I had a very fulfilling marshmallow hot chocolate drink at the World of Waffle and we share an ice-cream waffle. I think we spend about 2 hours or more having gf chit chat. [wow..long time never do that].

We went to check out a few shops after that. I didnt know sunway pyramid can get so many evening wear type of shops, some are too grand for casual wear. Well in the end I just went to IT area and bought my HP printer ink, finally got to buy it.

Saw the time closing to 10pm, my friend drove me back to Jaya 33 and I jump back into the volvo and then head to Sungai Wang to look for the Yap princesses, Mun Yi and Celine. Parked at Lot 10 and parking is RM15, cos VIPs, Jason special instruction "Park in a wide space and safely ok, no dont park in KL Plaza!".

I waited at the Bon Ton and sipping my flat white coffee which actually not bad. Finally, the Yap princesses came out from Coronade Hotel with 2 of their friends. Treat them McDonald McFlurry ice cream and fries at Mont Kiara before I send their friends and head back home.

Went back and watch movie The Hottie & the Nottie with them. Ofcourse Mun Yi never last till the movie finish. Its a comedy with extremely gross looking girl but like a fairy tale love story, the gal turn beautiful in the end.
Thats for today... ZZZzzzzz.....

Friday, October 17, 2008

KFC Spicy Chicken Rice

Nice, I recommend you try it.
Paid streamyz and water bill already at the post office after lunch.
Where is the file Benson promise to get to do filing for all the bills? sigh...
I also bought wedges and nugget on top of this haha. Tonight I will go work out again.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Ferrero Rocher

I saw ferrero rocher in 7 eleven today and thought why not I try it. After all, I never have the heart to buy due to the price. But today I thought I should just treat myself. It cost me RM4.20 for 3 pieces, not the usual way I would spend for chocolate. Infact I dont normally buy chocolate for myself. Cos the ROI is not that good hahaha, but only lose by gaining weight lol.
I feel happy that I bought it, and it is very satisfying. I just dont care about the price and buy something just like that. Ofcourse there will be consequences, tonight I just need to go gym and work it out. Spending time at my gf hse also, its easy not to have a heavy dinner. We usually just drink hot soup. Thanks to my gf and her very nice mom for the hot soup. Her parents are very nice people. Um.. dont think wrong, ah ma also got cook soup, her cooking is very tasty, so very hard to diet.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Faith and hope

Something no matter how much I had tried to fight for it, crack my head and think of all ways to solve it, we still need the others cooperation and acceptance. Otherwise it would become an irritation to others for trying too much. What is ask for is something so simple, yet it doesnt guarantee anything. What is a strong feeling without trust, and the trust has been betrayed. Dissappointment is all there now. Still hoping and still asking god for help that there will be a glimpse of hope it is safe. I am a fighter, everything I achieve in my life I fight for it. I dont have things falls nicely on my lap. That is why I push and try too much in others opinion. But now I have to learn to relax and enjoy life better. Things I never know, I discover and try, if fear I try so that there will be no more fear of that strange feeling.

My fire never dies until someone put it off for me. If only tht someone also is a fighter, that would be nice. Somehow I felt I am the only one hoping for it, the hope is reducing day by day. Once I thought the session gave me hope, but not really, faith is faith no one can change it. If things can be change and wish for, then I would have gotten what I want.

I dont want to go where it hurts and I dont want hate to appear one day. We are afraid of the unknown. If only there is hope for us, we would like to see the light at the end of the tunnel please. Dear god, please help us! I got my criteria and that is so fulfilling, that is so sweet and been through hardship and good times with me, but somehow not strong enough when problem hit. please dont break down, not now, need to be strong. Fight for it please. Destiny & happiness is in our own hand. I never forget, you help me too through out my most toughest moment and that is why I am still with you.

Special day coming soon, would i be able to celebrate it with you? Dear god, please help us. I had a simple special day last year, now this year you are better than last year, please give me a special day that I can remember, I do deserve it. Dont let it be left alone.

What would the future be, we never know but we are following our mentor advice. How can things be so cruel, isnt it enough if both want it. In todays world, we became so fixated with status, money, pride ... but pride is not the only issue alone. The fruit is not ripe yet, I was told something needs time and I dont hav that much of the time to wait. I was told if I wait, there is no guarantee. Sigh... why cant things be more to how we want things to be...

Please fruit, please ripe soon, when you are ready maybe we have hope in future again... I adore the whole package, good or bad I accept. Fruit, will you do the same too?

Praying and hoping,

First time driving a Kia and Volvo

Ok my car has not arrive yet. Loan is not submitted yet sigh... and the showroom said in October but cannot guarantee which date. So my girl friend has been letting me drive her car Kia, I dont know what model, its a black aeroback car. Its really nice but I dont like the mirror and the view of the back, its hard to estimate from the rear mirror. I like to play Oldies songs in her car and drive, that is quite relaxing.

Today I took the Volvo car key from Jason, he is quite reluctant to let go of his Volvo. Well its really a good car, very luxurious feeling and its really cool to drive. WOW..!

I need to test drive it today, I got my friend to came along to accompany me, he is a friend I know from the volunteer charity gang, so I went for japanese buffet at One Utama Shogun, on the way there was real smooth and parking was nicely done, I did back parking cool. The car was really long, jet out a bit in one parking lot even though I parked it nicely in the center of the parking line box.

Going to be staying a few days at my friend house in Kelana Jaya which is convenient to go to work to Puchong, this is to reduce time of driving and she got a nice parking space which is safe. Until I get use to driving the Volvo to work and back to her house then I will go back to Kepong. So we thought it would be a good idea to reduce risk lol.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Looks in the 50s, 60s, 70, 80, 90, 2000

Hahahahaha look so funny, my girl friend gave me this link today and I think its fun to try out hair style that we will probably never will have in the modern days. Dunno.. maybe I might try some of it when I become 50 later. You can go to this link if you want to have some fun with your looks, show to me yah hahaha... a lot more hair design.